Ok... today Avantasia dies.
Today all will be erased.
It's time to stop dreaming and
face the truth. It's time to wake
up from a nice and cuddly dream
and to see how cruel life can be.

Oh God, if you're somewhere hiding
behind a cloud, tell me why you've cut
my body in 2 parts. Tell me if you find
it amusing.

So farewell.

I think I'll leave DA soon, in the next week.
I'm really sick of my creations, so...
See ya, I'll write a new journal with a nice
farewell.

Climbing up, with strenght, I became an alpinist.
And... climbing, I found, hidden in my fingers, some
new emotions. I've a deep wound bleeding behind me,
and it burns a lot, but with pain I'm making the
forge of my soul. I feel like swimming in a cloud.
It's cold and blurry, but I know that over that cloud
there's a cuddly sun. The sunshines caress my hurted
fingers and the broken nails struggling against the
strings of life, and they lead me to the surface.
I'll come up, slowly, but I'll do it alone, because I know
I can do it, I know I MUST do it all by myself
(Aaaaalll byyy myyyyseeeelff.... *singing*).

Big hug for ya babes.

I never thought I could be so sad.
I never knew that it would be so painful.
It's hard to realize everything when you feel
so stupid that you can't even say a word without
feeling guilty or completely useless.
I'm passing through a really hard moment,
and I fear to hurt who hasn't done anything bad,
but...
Oh god, why do I have to feel like this ?! It's
an egoistic question, maybe, but...
If he was an idiot, ugly and stupid guy...

Die Lore Die, in your endless sadness.
You could be able to climb up this big hole
of depression but maybe you want to stay in
and cry forever. You know that's your fault.
You could gave him a hug, you didn't.

I died.
I'll rest in peace, and alone please.
So good bye to Lore, see you in another life.